Stillness
Stillness is an essential part of movement
just as silence is an essential part of sound
One should not fear slow progress
One should only fear no progress
What does this tell us about the benefit of non-action and silence?
-Lao Tse
The First Page
by Sarah Brindell
It’s always a daunting thing
those lonely initial few words
engulfed in the bleach whiteness
of the paper
Thin lines invite as well as discriminate
In your party of potential catch phrases
that drip wit and seethe poignancy
Don’t say something
meaningless or ignorant
but truthful.
Bring out the truth.
And let’s please silence
that annoying little animal called “fear”,
who is so inclined
to nip at the back
of your muse’s neck
on the first page
of your blank book
Word Stew
by Sarah Brindell
Carrots shape the subjects
Onions, the predicates
Beef enacts the bond
between the phrases.
Now lost: the crisp
initial rawness
of each diced potato
as words meld together
simmer by simmer
into a stew.
How good the seared definitions
and target explanations
begin to taste
as their meanings combine,
cooked phrase-organisms emerge,
and syllables bask
in amalgamated perception.
The Reward
by Sarah Brindell
In this vast undertaking
of dirty laundry and stop lights
of shoveling gray snow and
minding turn signals
of clocks and elevators and planes overhead
when the night finally sprawls
its dark, omniscient cover
and I finish the last dirty dish
set the alarm and crawl
into my own covers
should I be proud of my stealth ability
to handle the steering wheel
in that moment of possible
impending destruction
when I escaped the monster car
that almost made a left into mine earlier today?
What about the time I handed in
the necessary paperwork
at work, even before 3pm?
Or how I gallantly remembered
to buy detergent AND toothpaste at the drug store?
Or the amazing pasta sauce
I created for dinner?
Isn’t that a celebration? An achievement
of great merit? A triumph that deserves
some honorable recognition?
These questions continue to prod at me
until the snow begins tapping
a soft percussive lullaby on the window
and the heavy down of the blanket
circles its gentle arms
smoothing the wrinkle in my brow,
releasing the thick bind of my shoulders,
unshackling my clenched fists
until the bedroom begins to transform,
gracefully bending its walls into a raft
that drifts on an uncharted sea
of languid slumber
and I realize that this instant
this tender letting go of worry
this initiation into blissful dreaming
is my reward
Graffiti
by Sarah Brindell
Working man standing
next to the plane
sun stained
I can see him
out the window
wondering what he
mighta been
as he loads the baggage
and takes a
small break
to stare
at the horizon
in the distance
it says:
“South San Francisco International”
written in perfect
white letters
on the side of the hill
I wonder if this
particular desecration
of the earth would be
considered graffiti
to an unassuming alien
who was just
passing through
on his way
to another dimension
Imperfect Rotation
by Sarah Brindell
The surface of the earth
is not smooth
there are bumps and crevasses,
lumps and fault lines,
peaks, caverns
stark deserts, ample foliage,
oceans lapping up residue
from fallen sky scrapers
scattered candy wrappers,
and roadways so randomly dispersed
without pause for symmetry,
or artistic merit
Down in the muck and sweat
of all this defective beauty,
we tangle together,
climbing the walls
of our own limbs and blankets,
ripe and pungent
as the damp night
cocoons around us
surging and rooted
in a constant rotation
Attempting the Well Tempered Clavier
by Sarah Brindell
Your hands
Grace the piano keys
Like flower stems
Holding the sacred space
Between silence and sound
Fingers tipped like petals,
budding into bloom
I hear the dissonance unfurl
Sometimes slowed by
lack of knowledge
You stop and start in fits
Of slight frustration, but still onward
You tread, a steady motion
Not too fast
“No rushing,” I say
But you are completely lost
in the harmony
unfolding so effortlessly
As if Bach had intended
Just that, no thinking
Only emotion, ethereal oneness
You honor the register
Of the pitches
in the woods of the repetition
But back again
Onto the suspension and final cadence
You glance at me like an imp,
As if to almost gloat
At your feeble attempt
At the masterpiece
Still alive after hundreds of years
I can almost hear Bach laugh out loud
at our mere mortal love





